Sometimes in the process of blogging, we forget why we blog in the first place (differs for different people). I just took a look at my first post which reminded me that this blog is supposed to contain victories as well as pains. Well, what I am about to post isn't so much of a "pain" but perhaps something that is on the downside of my life now.
On church life:
I feel lost right now. I feel that I'm on a ship that might capsize any time. Perhaps I'm off the ship already. I don't know. I feel bad to let down those who do care for me. Yet, I find it hard to tell them what's happening, especially since I myself am not aware of what is happening. I need time. Time to perhaps think where the problem lies. Does it lie with the church? Does it lie with myself? Or is it just a case that we don't match? *haha, in case you're wondering, I'm not in some confrontation with my church, I still have great respect for many of my leaders and members*
This is so frustrating, at the same time, I have a friend who seems to be in danger in his exploration. Argh! Why am I not strong myself now to help another? Notice that I'm talking about church life. Spiritual life-wise, I think it has suffered a little bcos' of my confusion regarding church life. BUT this one thing I know, I love GOD because He first loved me. ^_^
On family life:
It's taking a turn for the worse. But, I must be stronger for my cause. I need thee every hour.
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Erm...my humble opinion is you should just carry on your life and not let the church interfere with it...they are on equal ground with you before God, so ignore them...
Other issues are involved now, other than the standards. sigh.
You will find what you need and what you want.
This is a test for you, but you will pass it.
I am confident.
Gambate!
like I say, they are on equal ground with you before God...ignore them.
haha, power slacker, what makes you confident?
sin, thanks but ...you need to be updated. tell you another time perhaps.
Because I know. I just feel confident. Don't ask me why. =P
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