Maybe it's the time of the night...maybe it's me. Been thinking a bit, have been feeling rather 'lost'. 'Lost'? But don't I have a personal God to direct me? as some of u may have this question in your mind. At least that is what i asked myself. Of late, i've been rather distracted. It's hard for me to pin down what I've been distracted by, i guess distraction kinda works this way? or perhaps temptation works this way? *shrugs* I'm afraid to be lost...if I'm lost without God, who has led me and been with me thus far, how shall I go on in this life? What is the meaning of life?
In case u start thinking that i'm a goody-two-shoe Christian, I say it to my shame that I'm not. I know God's heart must be breaking as He has seen me. I must come back to God, my Father. Having said that, there are still unresolved issues in my life, especially some practices that my church speak of. I do not intend to solve these for i think it is not wise to make hasty convictions. Of cos' one may say that by not making the conviction, I am still choosing the wrong path. Sigh. But I have nothing to say to that at this moment.
All I know is that I must come back to God. To pray, and to love and fear Him as my Father. I'm quite a tough nut to crack at times and I thank God for His longsuffering patience with me. Father, have mercy and bend my stubborn heart to seek Your face.
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