short break b4 more work

decide to come here before i do more work. main reason being that i'm afraid i'll forget what i wanna say about a happy thing today. well, yah, i'm more selective now...filter filter what i hear and see... but first, the 'bad' news. I told my fellow trainee teacher that i'm not sure if i can survive this week...true. i'm still wondering and praying for God's strength. It's a very crucial week and next week also, but this week more so cos' have to clear all markings by this week!
:( alright, let's not talk about it. my 't' class- looks like no improvement in terms of them paying attention to me. sad. but yup, the happy thing is that one of the girls (who had a 'not-so-nice' attitude at first towards me) asked me, "Cher, why you never come last Friday?" It wasn't put in a very polite manner but that's her manner of talking she's used to, can't expect her to change overnite. But what makes me happy is that when i told her i was sick, she actually asked me, "Better now?" --- wow, that makes me so happy! didn't expect that. Even though it's just one student, to see that change within my short period here, is good enough for me. Prayerfully, that will sustain till i leave and i pray that someone will continue to work with this girl and her classmates. alrite, time for work. i think i can't sleep tonite. sigh. at least, thank GOD for giving me the environment to continue my marking :) GOD can do it!